Love?

I was laying on my bed, light beaming to my face. It was hot. Really hot. My cat? She was enjoying every moment of the sun, heat, and...doing nothing I guess, because unlike me, she didnt have to deal with the stress I was dealing with. That feeling. That desturbing, full of panic, and beautiful feeling of your heart racing. That's what stresses me out. Meanwhile my cat is peacefully sleeping on the windowsill, under the warm shines of the sun. Ehh~ Sometimes I wish I was a cat. No stress, just pure fluff. Well, I might wet myself just by hearing a coffeegrinder turning on, but still.
So, about stress...
Once that notification from her came up, my heart started racing. Oh Good Lord, would I make the past me to understand this will not end well? Probobly not. Let the past me to enjoy that beautiful thing, that tinglly feeling. Love?..I picled my phone up, quickly enterd the password, and I got it wrong. I got it right the second time, and went to the messagees app. How did I know that it was HER texting? Spacificly for her contact, I made a kitten "meow" to be the notification. So, I opened the app, and saw her message. My heaert skipped a beat. "Hey! This is Manvel from 7 months future. I would slap my past self, but that's not how life works.", My now-self would say with a sarcastic smile. So I quickly text her back and get a responce 4 minutes later. And while waiting, I thought to mysrlf."Oh", and went onto Google. Search: ADHD, and are people not responding quickly on purpose?" Anser: No, people with ADHD are typically not delaying responses on purpose. Delayed, slow, or inconsistent communication is usually caused by executive dysfunction, such as time blindness, low dopamine (making tasks feel overwhelming), or anxiety/paralysis. It is a cognitive challenge rather than a lack of care or respect. OMG SO MUCH INFORMATIo...n. Maybe I have one of the common symptoms of ADHD but it doesn't really mean that.. anyway!! Back to the girl. I liked her becasue of her ADHD and those little quirks wthat made her stand out of other girl. See? I got destracted as well. So she responded to my message, and only that made my day. "Hey! Future Manvel again. You're just a hell of an ideot.", anain my future-self said with a big scoop of sarcasm. We texted a little, and it made me the happest family member in the house. I was obsessed with her like I never before, and every time we would meet at scool, and we would, since we had the same first perioud togather every day, I would verbally cling to her as much as I could. I a, a reallu clingy person myself.